Saturday 14 September 2013

My dream.

Here is the second part from my Twitter. Wahaha :)


Father, thank you for giving me a chance, to study here, to be here, to work hard and shine your good name. Amen.


Ya, HongLeongBank Master Scholarship 2013, Why is 2013????
Why not 2015?
I can't do anything for this. Sad case.
So, during my year, I hope that this chance still be provided.
I cannot guarantee that I'm able to obtain a first class degree and/or Cgpa 3.7 and above.
Indeed, I will try my best and do my Best!
I know, sometimes, It's just so difficult to tell yourself, try your best, you can do it.

You know? It's just too hard to do this.
People will feel demotivated, will feel lazy, sadness will come some of the times.
If during that time, if I do receive the MREPC scholarship, I think I will regret now.
Thank God for making this decision for me.You are awesome.
I feel blessed.
Michael, Work Hard. Maintain your CGPA, if not, makan rumput!


Really, I really hope that, after my undergraduate studies over here, I'd able to enroll into any one of UK universities there. I know, some of you might think that Michael is dreaming, it's impossible.

My family background is not so good, if saying, really cannot afford me go for UK for master degree. But, I really wish I could be there. I'm not saying about the title,the name, is about the experience there.
And, If you do know me, you know the another reason is that, I came from there, Yes.
Going back homeland is just a wonderful thing.
But, you know, my English level is just too bad, always not able to get an A in my tests. T.T
LSE, my dream school. HEHE.

For those, my friends,  who are able to study abroad, really, you are blessed right now.
But then, I know, all my friends, are studying very very hard over there, So , I must follow them!!! HAHA

Ya, for the family side, don't ever blame your family,saying that they can't afford your to study abroad , the study fees, can't afford to buy you Birkenstock, Timberland, Boy London. You know? They are giving you their best! Giving you what they can.

My family really, giving their best to me. My grandmum, my mum, all aunties, they do help me alot, from my primary school, I think is kindergarden, all fees, supported by them. If you ask what I'm owing them? I will say, is my life.
I wish to go back there, to chase back, during my childhood, when I was a baby, how's that?
I love my childhood, even now. Nothing can stop me from loving my family.
One day, no matter how, I will reciprocate all of you, with my life, my soul, all in all, and my Lord.

Everyone will have different starting point, yet, I believe, One day, we will meet at the same finishing point with hard work, believe, trust and faith complied.

I really craving for that, hope that I would have the chance, to chase my dream, my goal. :)

Okay la, off, continue your damn boring MBM slides, textbooks and notes.
Remember, if you need a rest, just go for that .
After that , do remember come beck with what you should do.
Talk is easy, but quite difficult to work on it. AHAHA
Talk is cheap, you know why? Because supply more than demand, so price will drop.
Awesome theory.
Now the time is 0204 15September2013.
I just can say, this is a special month, September :)
Michael, don't be jealous to others, you know?
You are having the best which given by Lord.

For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength.
Don't worry about anything, instead, pray about everything.
Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.

Okay, see you in London. :)
Night world.


Wednesday 4 September 2013

一键一键

大哥,要考试了...还在这里一键一键的干嘛..

心里的感受, 有谁能懂呢..
想找个人讲讲话..可是没有..
我是我, 我觉得自己这样做是对, 就这样做而已.
现在...想想别人的感受..知道当时的自己是否...做的不好?

可是, 再许下什么承若其实也没有用了..
大家不再有那个相信的感觉...我自己也不会再许下什么.
其实大家都没错, 只是有些东西不在了.
找不回了..真的...是那个感觉.
如果我说我努力过了, 也不会相信.
种种的东西, 慢慢的大家讲出来.
其实, 真的很好, 大家成长了.

很想说的是...东西不容易放下.
回忆都是美好的 :)
让自己陶醉在另一个世界, 暂时·忘了这复杂的世界, 做回自己吧.

宅男咯这样...哈哈...
Lily Collins 啊!!! 

真的, 让自己的心情好起来.
我真的不懂如何去表达, 现在的我, 是谁?


很想现在就逃离这里.
时间是不会亏待我们的, 人生更加是不会 !
考试尽力吧, 心里上很累了!!!
我不想理, 就真的可以不理了...真的.

也许, 固执就是这个意思.
世人, 晚安.