24.01.2014. 夜深

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昨晚, 晚餐也没吃, 就睡去了. 刚醒.

不像之前, 当没人理你时, 世界真的是很静.

一个人越是成功，他所遭受的委屈也越多.

不是说我很成功, 只是我很想有懂我的人在身边. 

失去过, 让我更珍惜拥有.

朋友们都问我为什么放手, 只是我自己也不懂.

我懂, 时间会冲淡一切.

那我给时间一点时间                                                          

让新的开始开始，

让过去真的过去.

孤独

是因为你既希望有人关心，

又不想被谁过分打扰。

其实爱到平淡，才是一生的开始.

这也是我觉得的, 没有期望什么.

以后的我, 不要太失败就好.

宁可自信，也不要盲目悲观。宁可劳碌，也不要无所事事。宁可执着，也不要放弃理想.

生活不可能像你想象得那么好，但也不会像你想象得那么糟

再过几天, 就可以回家过年了. 

虽然时间不长, 也不错了.

见见老朋友们，希望他们能更加爱大家.

我不会再去踏入那个世界, 所以让我静静就好.

毕业了, 才真正的去追梦, 是我的梦.

我说过, 还有我相信, 我一定能做到.

可是现在还是挺懒的. -.-

世人都想追寻一些事情, 

不放弃也许可以成功.

脸上的病毒又回来了. 很痛很痒很丑.

没法了, 断不了. 忍着点吧. 

不知道从什么时候开始，我已经磨平了自己的棱角。

不再为一点小事伤心动怒，也不再为一些小人愤愤不平。我以一种中庸的心态面对着，不求有功，但求无过。

或许这样很没志气，但是，我只是想过一种平淡的生活，安安心心，简简单单，可以做一些能让自己开心的事。

我如此一个凡人:只希望此生淡然.

24012014. R.C.M

I wrote one post before, but out of sudden black screen, damn sad. Yet. I will repeat that part here.

That's all about the R.C.M family in UTAR Perak Campus.

You know,I'm blessed.

Emily's House

Yea!

January 2014 Intake
R.C.M

I was the Assistant Manager in the Registration Department for this intake. 

The very first purpose, to enter into this team, this big family, is to help the freshmen, seriously.

When I was the freshmen, I can feel their passion. And now, I'm the senior, staying in UTAR for three years, I trust that I'm able to help the freshmen, all the juniors, to suit in UTAR.

UTAR, it means a lot to me, really.

R.C.M, indeed, my family in UTAR.

The very first time, I cried, in UTAR, my university life.

I love them. No matter how, If the team needs me, I'll try my best to help, to share and to learn.

All the best to all my dear members, enjoy your remaining time in UTAR. I Love you all :) 

Last word, I don't know how long we had been together, this team, I really love it :)

得不到的付出，要懂得适可而止

假如你想要一件东西，就放它走。

它若能回来找你，就永远属于你；它若不回来，那根本就不是你的。

又是考试期间了.很累.可是感觉没有读到什么.

快快考完, 让我回家, 好吗?

其他的, 真的不求了. 很累.

对于很多东西都很累.
考试, 只不过就一张张文字.
可是, 就不喜欢比较的那种感觉.

朋友时常问, 读到哪里?
问了后说了也是不信, 问来干?
有利益有要求才对你好点, 有什么意义? :)
有些话，说与不说，都是伤害 。有些人，留与不留，都会离开.

有时候, 朋友之间, 不用说话, 就可以感受到互相支持的.
说实在, 我还在寻找着.

也很感恩, 身边有些朋友真的是真心付出的, 谢谢你们.

朋友多, 知心朋友没有几个.
你说怎样的我, 能走到哪里?



突然就想起中学时期的朋友, 真的, 我很想念你们.

老天在送你一个大礼物时，都会用重重困难做包装.
人生嘛，就是笑笑别人，顺便再让别人笑笑.

这个世界不缺少冷漠，没有人愿意聆听你的倾诉，怜悯你的软弱，一切需要你独自承受，逼迫你负重前行。万箭穿心痛不欲生的时候，告诉自己千万要挺住，在坚韧中厚重坚强的底座；黑夜降临独领孤独的时候，那就默念前方的风景，享受暗夜中的旅行。当你穿越了一段荒芜，你才能品尝出人生的百味。

而我听见  下雨的声音

想起你用唇语  说爱情

幸福也可以  很安静

我付出一直  很小心

终于听见  下雨的声音

于是我的世界  被吵醒

就怕情绪红  了眼睛

不舍的泪在  彼此的  脸上透明

加油.

一切都会过去的.

0231

夜, 231AM.

听的不是音乐, 是自己的心情.

晚安.

只属自己的夜晚, 你可以尽释.心中的一切.

当世界如果只剩下我一人, 

我会问到...

大家呢? 

怎么不一起走?

有时候,  自己一人, 也真的要走下去了.

没人会把你当全世界.

你也不然这样做.

微笑可以一挂人.

哭泣, 可以一人.

听见下雨的声音28.10

Closing my eyes, for a moment, think deeply.

What I really need? 

Life is always like that.

Sometimes, you have to take it easy for some barriers or obstacles.

Third study week is coming, and I, just too tired for all the things.

Society stuffs, almost settle. Planning is always tired, really.

To be a good leader, is not a easy job at all.

We have to share, not teach.

We have to lead, not force.

We have to serve, not ask.

We have to be positive, not give up.

Servant leadership, I'll work hard to fulfill.

How to make yourself relax and comfort? For me, music and sleep, rest.

This semester is a short one, 7 weeks, 3 passed.

I'm just worrying what will be the result for this semester. 

I can't only focus on my studies, responsibility is there.

Yet, is true, We should't just waste our three years just focusing on study.

So, once entered, try my best in all the fields.

If you keep saying that I'm that kind of selfish, I'll just keep silent. Because, I know, what am I doing all the moments now. I'm not that kind which you're thinking, but if you insist by holding your stand, I'll accept. 

I need, understanding. But, disappeared. 

Understanding and trust, really playing an important here.

Perhaps, this is God's plan for us, to get to know more about ourselves and keep improving.

I know, there will be another plan which is prepared for us :)

On bed. 

Michael.